I dreamt of you last night.
You were laying down next to me.
Laughing at my stories.
Playing with my hair.
Smiling with those hopeful eyes,
that could end wars, and start them...
I remember being filled up after you told me you loved me,
in the quiet but tender voice you carry.
Pressing your seemingly perfect body against mine,
It seemed that we could never get too close.
Putting all of my worries, doubts, and insecurities to rest, and i you.
But then i woke.
and i remembered how i let me immaturity's get the best of me.
i remembered how i pushed to hard when i shouldn't have
and i remembered i lost you...
and although life goes on, it seems a little less hopeful without you by my side...
I Miss You So Much