I was listening to the winter winds With one ear leaned against the wall Thinking of where I had been With just myself and nothing more What else could I have asked for? What else could I have done? With pages as blank as the skies above What more could I have sung? I dreamt a dream when I was 12 Of frozen trees and scattered grey Into the night I stood awake Till all my fears had strayed away It is the frost around my reflection Reason the season stays constant within me The weight conceded within elation The remedies of these tragedies Lead to nothing but more agony