long drives with boys i loved cigarettes and sweat and *** literally every day, sometimes for hours. Usually for hours. Sometimes four hours.
;reminds me of my boy with greyblueblack eyes and my boy with the hairy toes (two years of lovelovelove and the boy that played me guitar, always letting me sing to him
and the boy that ****** me and ****** me over and kissed me to keep from freezing inside his cold life
and then of course there's the boy
with those beautiful hands
that haunt me now
trying to fall asleep i imagine his arms around me
his hands his glorious slender hands in my hair that he thinks is so pretty
(breathing into my neck)
that thought is enough to get me to sleep every night now that sleeping has become difficult to do.
i love your little stories of her back -skin dancing in the sun of windows softly creeping through the curtains