His neck, my hand, pure skin under pale fingers Words flowing like colors of the sunset Darker and deeper with every thought. The blue in my eyes grew monotone as the tears Drained their color. The emptiness aged But the affection lived, intensity cultivated a colony. Pale fingers weaved into the curls he put behind him, Forgetting the tangled past that defined The being I am. But his fingers brush my face And realign my spine. The words ionize into letters in the sound of his moan I feel in my chest. And my vision blurs and the intensity goes sharp. The pins rain from the sky in my head and I think, for once, What if i stayed?