it's like the paper really listens
when the people really don't.
and i tell myself to get up
so my hurt will not be shown.
it's like no matter how much suns there are my
heart is always cold
i really have to get it out there
yeah i need to let it go
got my heart to finally heat up
i can start to see it glow
and the walls i've build around it
are just melting down like snow
it's what i'll always keep on doing
i'm just writing down my thoughts
i really have to keep it moving
if i don't wanna get caught
it would never work between us
no matter how hard that fought
it was just a waste money
all the flowers that i bought
yeah it's really kinda funny
yeah i'm really not that smart
i was stupid to believe
that i could ever have your heart
now i'm sitting on my knees
and i'm drowning in my tears
shouting love is a disease
when a voice behind my ear
whispers i should hide the keys
so i threw them in a lake
may they forever rest in peace
i just wish i could do the same
cause the sun is almost shining
and i'm still laying here awake
so don't say that i'm not hurting
cause the smile i have is fake
and the pieces of my heart don't fit
so someone help for god's sake
but nobody really has the time
at least that's what they say
to be honest i don't know
how long that it'll really take
for my heart to get together
and if that will never happen
then just please let it get better
but just not by some girl lying
saying she'll love me forever
just let me use the force
i don't know what i'm gonna do
but i already know the source
wich is causing me this pain
one day she will be no more
and she wouldn't die in vain
maybe that will be the cure
that puts my heart in place again
i don't know if it can get worse
but i'm gonna try to
let it go for now
i only have one more thing to say
cupid you're the one that made this curse
so please make it go away