We use to laugh together, but all the laughing we do now is hidden behind an emoji.
Looking up at the stars and pretending they are your eyes.
Instead of hearing your voice i have to guess the tone of your voice in messages you send me.
Having to look back at pictures to see what your smile looks like because its been so long.
Going back through old voice mails to hear you say "I love you." just one more time.
Now here I stand at my bedroom door because I can't bring myself to lay in my bed it feels so empty without you.
I now hear the words "I'm leaving" from people and know their not coming back.
Realizing I won the "I love you more" game.