I tried to keep strong all day
Had some tears in my eyes
Pretended I was okay
Although I knew you could see past it.
Smiled when I came home
To see my pets again
.But first thing I did was get my phone
To know if you are fine.
I'm always afraid something might happen.
One kiss instead of two
Might bring death to you.
Always thinking
Nothing helps, not even drinking.
And I miss you. I miss you.
I kept strong all day.
But now I'm in my bed.
Without your soft touch
And your warm breath.
I'm so cold
Yet I feel like burning
Because panic is inside
And I can't stop crying like a ******* child