I tried to keep strong all day Had some tears in my eyes Pretended I was okay Although I knew you could see past it. Smiled when I came home To see my pets again .But first thing I did was get my phone To know if you are fine. I'm always afraid something might happen. One kiss instead of two Might bring death to you. Always thinking Nothing helps, not even drinking. And I miss you. I miss you. I kept strong all day. But now I'm in my bed. Without your soft touch And your warm breath. I'm so cold Yet I feel like burning Because panic is inside And I can't stop crying like a ******* child