Temptation gnaws at my soul It worms its way through my defenses Confusing my senses, bamboozling my thoughts Until up is down and right is wrong But worst of all… Wrong has become right
Somewhere inside a voice is screaming Telling me to turn back before it’s too late But a stronger, more seductive voice Whispers, “It’s too late”
My self-loathing and hatred Is matched only by a longing For that which I cannot… Should not… Have
The voice feeds on my hatred Assuring me that it isn’t wrong Yet also reminding me That I couldn’t make it any worse I cannot hate myself more Even should I choose the path of darkness
But it is a path I must not follow For it only leads to misery and pain I have been there before Many times before And while pleasure is found It is temporary The suffering it brings lasts forever
God give me strength to resist my curse To turn my back on myself, My desires, my needs To plunge my heart into Your word To wash my soul in Your cleansing flow To let You guide me, as a little lamb To live my life solely for You Give me the strength to banish the snake Whispering silky words to my heart Help me to overcome my weakness To utterly reject my temptation