She leaned back on the black couch, we merge like gumdrops melted and gnarled; sticky with sweat, long legs in a nightgown, the bridal gown she wears uncertain of whose bride she is; she struggles at playing chess with her feet, I struggle with my hands, look at me, I could never win, but if she knew the toil I was in, would she laugh? She has always had a nice smile.