I'm losing myself, and its sad to say,
all my days are slowly turning gray.
Suffice it to say, its my own fault.
Living a lie seems to be a result.
Every night I lay awake,
thinking about the next choice I will make.
Is it right or wrong?
Maybe the end, I've seemingly prolonged.
Was it brought upon by me?
Or was it from something I'm too blind to see?
Distorted visions.
Mind altering decisions.
Will I see this to the end?
Or will it be the end of me?