it *****
that the burn of the second love
lasts longer than the first
even though it is an entirely different love

such a wonderful human being
pure blue eyes to match a pure soul
and oh how I wish
I was the human for him
but I am not

the human for him
is out there somewhere
and it's odd to think
that our paths may have crossed
and that she can love him
in a way that I am unable to

the stars shine for you
but I am a dark cloud covering them
and after my storm passes
you will see yellow light again
I promise

and I will always love you
but not in the way you deserve
and it *****

because the second love
hurts much worse than the first