I Don't Lack Confidence And I Don't Feel Like I Am Better Then Anybody Who Does But How Are You Suppose To Seek Opportunity If You're Against Your Own Potential Like Are You Really Going To Make That Decision To Go (Your Whole Life) Worried About What Everybody Else Thinks? What ***** Me Up Is Its Literally People Who Have Already Made That Choice Which 1 Is Not My Problem But 2 Their Going Through The Worst Form Of Suffering In Their Life Right Now. So When I'm Over Here Expressing Myself By Writing Statuses About Positive Sensitive Subjects Or Just Being Open And People Judge Me I Really Don't Feel Bad For Myself I Actually Feel Bad For Them Cause While Their Goal Is To Make Me Look Bad For A Couple Minutes Or How Ever Long. My Goal Is To Become A Better And Healthier Me Because I'm Not Going To Look Bad For The Rest Of My Life. I'm Just Not Gone Do It, This Is Why I Say Life Becomes Complicated When It Really Shouldn't Be If You Just Find A Way To Figure Out What Your True Intentions Are You'll Be Okay! These Walls That People Build Up And Say It's To Protect Themselves To Be Honest Your Not Protecting Yourself Your Caging Yourself In And I Totally Understand That Your Just Trying To Save The Best Part Of Yourself But It's To The Extent Your Trapping Your Own Self. Like It's Serious Because You Can't Even Encourage Yourself To Fight For Whatever It Is You Want And How Are You Going To Have Your Own Back When You Can't Even See Yourself? The Simplest Example I Can Give Is Like How We Are All Scared Of Rejection And We See The Most Fearless People Randomly Reaching Success Or Becoming Lucky In Life Regardless If It's With An Attempt Made To Get A Job Or Going Up To A Stranger To See If Something Can Spark Between The Two. It's Just Your True Intentions And Your Approach Simple As That, It's Like The First Step Of A Plan You Gotta Have It In Your Mind That With Anything You Do It's Not Good To Go In With High Exceptions Especially Dealing With A Person. It Can Be A Hit Or Miss And If You Miss You Could Of Still Did Everything Right It's Just The Wrong Time Or You Could Of Got Rejected And Your Approach Could Of Been Close To Perfect But The Person Or Job You Approach Wasn't Meant For You! And If You Hit! Meaning If Score And Get The Job Or The Person Being Fearless And Just Making The Attempt Could Change Your Life Forever. So You Don't Really Win Or Lose It's Just Sometimes You Miss And Sometimes You Don't.