& here's the glorious part
the part that no one remembers
the bits and beautiful
pieces
of our lives so subtly
Forgotten in time
like the day you told her
she’d be the one
if it weren’t for everything
else
she would be a second
heaven to you
but the first is always
the best
& you will live that as
long as you **** well
need and please to
while you drop
daggers
into the heart of the
second without so much as
another glance
& your smile burns holes
into her conscience
forever teeming
with those all too reluctant
goodbyes
and i’m sorries
and she deserves so much more
than her petty
bewildered ******* daydreams
of all that she never had
forgotten
but ******* well should have
as a new day goes by
& you still have no idea
what the ****
I’m talking about.