i know that i say things, but so do all of you, you dont understand that words have meanings, much bigger than you think they do, they may come out so easily, but time after time, day after day, words break you down, you feel like you are trapped and nothing can save you, you feel like youre short of breath as the reality of this collapses around you, afraid, hurt, tear stained cheeks that wont go away, you are officially scared, sorry cant cover things up, you cannot tell any body that you meant different, so speak what you mean, and what you wish for people to hear.. but keep in mind, as soon as you let the words leave your mouth, they have a consequence, and the outcome is out of your hands.