There was a feeling that found me
in the midst of focus fading
a shimmering within the sun rays
caressing then worn-out skin
something of acceptance
similar to fulfillment
resembling a happiness &
transcending physicality
companionship in the lack of it
whole souls acknowledging
sorrows, the ebb and flow
of the highs and lows
there was for a moment a stillness
a lack of all movement that
cradled the imagery of
static serenity before me
and as they inevitably faded
there was some comfort in knowing
a part of me forever resides
in the clasp of such experience
A loneliness sought me out again
drunken stupor with tongue of silk
coerced me willfully along
one very treacherous road
tender hand willingly reached
for one poor in spirit
the shackles of melancholy breached-
shattered- from the force of soft caress
in spite of the distance that loomed
there was closeness that bloomed
under the silver moonlight
audible in approving sighs
coalescence of energy, vibrant
colors spreading outward from
a heart and mind once so sure
that they'll only ever see grey
time within a memory
crystallized
and a spark to the kindling
within cold eyes
new warmth circulating
soon to create
a fire to cleanse
frostbitten exterior
but the forces of
nature will snuff
out ambitious
flame impartially
and the feeling of fire
fades away with
the smoke, the memory
already one with the weather
&
Now what finds me is the storm
in the rain slouches
the silhouette
of a comfort so
soon now forgotten
the wind howls a name familiar
it carries with it the scent of a nightmare
sensation dances with the
the sting of near frozen air
I find a feeling not so foreign now
dragging me farther
out into
the wilderness
processing humbling
surroundings
i'm now left in
solitary wonder
where have I wandered?
how will I weather impending storm?
if I am long lost in unforgiving cold
will it then
be too late
when warmth finds me once more?