I'm never going back Back to being deceived You led me on And to think I could change you You lied to me Why didn't you just speak your thoughts? I'm so over feeling cheated It's bizarre you'd still think we're friends We'll never be that close again. I thought we'd be friends But now I avoid you Never thought I'd stoop so low Everything is NOT okay between us I trusted you All I wanted was your friendship Guarantees aren't certain with you Call me careless – but I've lost hope Hope that love will find me Who knew my life would play out this way LOST Never to experience "tangible emotion" The ups & downs Have never felt so meaningless . . . . . . . . . . 11 months gone with no regrets – if only you could say the same . . .