im not saying i need you but my headaches get worse when you're not around and the creases in my chapped lips taste slightly bloodier than the cracks of my knuckles and my nails are rugged and angled from my crooked teeth gnawing at the chipped cerulean paint and i know i always say cerulean wrong because i was never taught how to and i know i'm clingy and i might love wrong but please forgive me