How did i get here? What have I become?
I cannot feel my heart, my mind is completely numb!
I try to open my mouth to speak the words I feel,
It's blank inside my voice..is this happening?..is this real?
I am baffled at the silent words that didn't pass my tongue,
I worry now that I'll never sing the songs I've never sung...
I try again, this time much louder, just to hear the air,
I am now confused at this silence that isn't even there...
I try not to panic..I try to look at ease,
I try not to say anything..but do everything to please...