I drank the cyanide tonight
I was tired of it all.
I drank the whole thing
And to the floor I did fall.
I remember now
As I lay here in a coma
Why I took the first sip.
It's your fault.
I was going down
And you sat by,
Watched me slip.
As I lay here dying
I feel the anger swell
Why didn't you try to save me?
You know what I feel
But even as I die
I somehow find it in me to forgive
I'm crying inside
I change my mind!
I want to live!
Guess it's too late now.
Seems everyone has given up on me
Why did I take that drink?
Why was death my dream?
I'll never know,
It's too late now.
I'm taking my
Last faint breath
I'm sorry mom
I'm sorry dad
And bro, I'm so sorry
I'm leavin' you
Dear family
Dear friends
And everyone else who cared
I'm sorry I had to go
I did what I always did best
But don't worry
It's all over
I made my final mistake.
I drank the cyanide tonight
I was tired of it all.
I drank the whole thing
And to the floor I did fall.