As the days get closer As the nights get warmer I still feel this ache inside my bones Will I ever come out of this alive? To make it to the other side There has to be better I tell myself A much better dream , a much better me The one who has no darkness The one that doesn't need to fight back so hard Maybe if I keep telling myself and someone else The spirits will listen and lift me up? We all have our days I do know that I just wish it wasn't always a tough task To wake up To stay awake To accomplish what it is I need to do As the days get closer And the nights get warmer I want to start a new With the springtime I want to bloom