I set down and wondered
why always me ? why is it always
me that has to be alone
Is it just the thoughts running in my mind,
why do I always feel this bad about my self
Every time I walk past them
I see them laughing right in my eyes
Is it just the thought I have

I wish to become so invisible
A girl who is never to be seen
Each thought that I have
leaves me feeling shattered
It has became a daily illusion
I tried to stop it,but  yet I manage to
rise it up again, am I different?

to my surprise i keep on putting the thoughts
on paper , but yet I still cant shut it out