Being with you terrifies me,
Because your a constant reminder that I could lose you
A reminder of my mortality
But if you left it would feel like immortality

I love you too much
But sometimes not enough
And that's why I fear that you'll disappear
Just like in my nightmares

If you left, your memory would crash around in my heart
Until I could no longer take it
And it shattered into millions of little pieces
So badly that, no matter how hard I tried, I would never be whole again

It would be just like Humpty Dumpty
But only if he was pushed
And jumped on afterwards
Dead. But with a beating heart

Without you I would live my days out
Like a sunken skeleton city
Empty and lost
But not wanting to be found