I am lost.
i cant find my way,
my breath has been deprived from me,
and everything is on pause.
Yet everything is moving.
Is it me?
Am i frozen in the depths of time?
Have i finally hit rock bottom?
The start button is broken
it got stuck from all the times i have
tried to start over.
How do i get out of this mess?
Do i ask for help?
The garden keeper has told me
stories before--of people just like me.
Of people who have gone bonkers,
completely out of it, as if the universe has ****** out my purpose.
"You'll get better."
The garden keeper doesnt think so.
He agrees i have lost my way.