I've spent countless nights staring at the cracks in the ceiling thinking to myself will I ever shake this feeling tossing turning constantly overthinking nothing with nothing left but this rope to hang this is my Arsenal from the floor to the ceiling the pipes behind these walls are silent with no anthem pealing I've spent restless nights stuck in this room left here to anticipate a forfeit to my confined doom my eyes are strained from peering into the gloom like the cobwebs on the shelf darkness has overcome my soul my mind it has consumed I fear for myself I think I've lost all control to the back of my head my eyes they roll