I have given so much to other people. I have given my heart away many times. I have had to rebuild my heart many many times. I still believe in love. I still believe in the fairy tales. I believe that all things can happen. God is amazing. He has kept me alive with all that I have been thru. I stand here in front of all of you talented people trying to express my inward feelings about myself, about my life and even my Mom. I have found since the first time standing up here how therapic this is. I gained a little. And took five steps back. But all for the good. Memories that I didn't even know existed are starting to peek. What ever the new year has in store for me I will stand tall and take it all. Life is not perfect nor are you. So with this new year that has come upon us once again, let's try to remember all the good things in our life, let's just let God take control of all the fighting in this world. Politics well everyone has there opinion. Some hate the government,  others think that they have all the answers. Well no one has any real answers that are going to help this world. God is the one person that can fix everything and anything. So for me I am going to just sit back and not worry or stress myself out over what is happening. God will take care of me and God will take care of you. So let's start fixing ourselves this new year and look around to all the blessings that are around. May it be a baby bein born, a flower blossoming, a smile on a friends face, a parent that just wants to hug you or the fact that you have a place to lay your head. Happiness comes in big and small ways. Where is you happiness hiding?