I sit alone in my room as
My body gradually grows numb
I feel every sensation start to fade away
I take note of the little things around me
Because I feel like it's all about to end
There's just no use
There's just no hope
No matter how many stupid pills I take
It will never be enough
I can make all the
Doctor appointments in the world
You can give me all the medication
You think will make me healthy
But the truth is I'll always be anemic
And that will always be a part of me
So I'll close my eyes
And feel my soul drift away
I've run out of fight
And battling this is just a waste