Parked car headlights flash on Driving down some road Everything is white And seems to glimmer Reflecting back a pale moon I drew a sigil in the snow as my hands Started to dance Dazbog coffee and Cigarettes Under a heat lamp Spreading love in dissipated breaths Moving in quakes Sipping against the breeze He was the man of my dreams like a Basket of oranges Illuminated reds, blues and browns Along sunshine through the glass Houses on the hills Surrounded by daffodils
He was the man of my nightmares Nervous when the phone rings And when it doesn't Singing devils to wrest in My spirit and then Stirring them to covert Mechanics at turns Tumbling as it were in Between crossroads One to paradise promised in Modern fairy tales The other to inherent destruction of The self made malady Knowing what it's like to find that No matter where I go there's no Peace of mind What its like to hide Somewhere dark Because no one understands They all seem like strangers So many, too many strangers Who was I five minutes ago Those neon signs got under My skin You know you have to be careful With wishful thinking Strips of hair in the sink but your Not there But I'm not giving up I've been down this road before