Cigarette and **** smoke
clog my brain
Emotions and self-doubt
give me pain
I feel like I'm nothing  
with nothing to do
But all of this changes
when I'm with you

I work full time and get paid
so I don't need school
I hold my head down at work
because I feel like a fool
I come home hungry and exhausted
and don't know what to do
When all this happens
I think about you.

I feel confused and lost
who will find me?
I'm searching for people
who can remind me
That everybody on Earth struggles
searching for something new
I knew that I found it
when i met you.

I ****** up, and I hate this feeling
that I seem to get
I wasted my time and got left
with regret
I'm lonely, depressed, angry
and have no one to turn to
I lost myself and others
because of you.