There are some things that are indescribable in life. The feel of a good engine The perfect cup of tea on a rainy day Beer. When you're craving it Sitting down at the end of a ridiculously long day A hot bath The perfect pineapple Good *** Sunset bonfires with friends Music from the soul Fantasy filled dreams The first realization that spring is here and leaves are budding. I want a love that feels like that. Sweeps me of my feet and leaves me anxious for the next time. I want a fairy tale. But that doesn't happen. So I refuse to be a princess waiting for a prince who isn't coming. But how do you change who you are when you want more from yourself. For yourself.