Every night I dream I disappear into a sizzling flash. I close my eyes to witness hell & When I awake the visual lasts. Moisten the Percocets in evaclear and set them to a flame, we'll save the syringes for last. How long can I last? Time is not universally synced, my clock is ticking so fast. We lie in the beds we make, i slumber on hot tar and blood covered glass. Demonic tumors in my brain, a cancerous evil evaporating my will, I can no longer think. Dry ice composed of pollutant codeine and pneumonia, I poison my own drinks. Narcotic armor, my soul needs protection. I think I've already died, my cameras no longer flash, in my mirrors I don't have a reflection. Tears leave my eyes but it's been years since I last cried, I know there's a dorm for me in hell where I'll finally learn my lessons.