I am twice the size of my mind a half zipper from being undressed They say kids with higher IQs do more drugs because we’re looking for something there’ve been studies but I haven’t found anything yet I’m just shivering dizzy confused lying on your bed not going to puke. In your arms you’ve got me safe for some reason. It takes all my effort to lift my head “What?” “You’re lovely” you whisper that’s not what you said the first time I think. “even now?” “Sleep, baby” I always had a thing for boys tellin' me what to do.