No one has ever made me feel like you do but you cannot ***** out who I am My old demons bark at me from the cages that I have locked them in The reoccurring memories serve as slabs of meat that are throw to the dogs, they rip and tear through ****** flesh I am sorry that I am not near, not close enough when you need me most Not close enough for you I think you should know that every song we used to sing echos endlessly in the halls of my heart, clamoring, smashing, banging all there is to break. Now let me rest my tired feet, let me re-lace my boots Because I have been running for far to long from something that is still exactly where I left it.