I know when I'm not wanted
It doesn't need to be said
I just know
So that's why I'm letting you go
For the sake of me
And For the sake of you
I don't want to walk in circles anymore
getting nowhere at all
Ignoring that gut feeling
As it slowly spills out
Never knowing if ur real
Or acting it all out
How can I trust you
When your words and actions
don't match up
My door is always open
And the hardest thing is knowing you'll walk past it like nothing
I hurt myself waiting
As your coming and going
It's pathetic
It's stupid
Drowning my thoughts with lullabye music
I don't know why I keep ******* doing this
I'm tired of these illusions
Betrayed by my heart
As it slowly becomes cold and hard
That's what happens
When you try to find love in the dark