I am tired...

I am tired of feeling my body dying and knowing I cannot stop it
I am tired of falling asleep and waking to the pain that has no end
I feel as if I am drowning in a room full of people yet no one notices

In my mind I see a hallway with hundreds of doors, a million choices waiting for me to take
But there is no exit only more doors, more choices, more darkness

One day I will see the star leading me out into the light,
where there is one door and it will lead me to my sunset
where my body will heal, and the pain will fade

One Day, If Only