I was always jealous of you and him. Looking beyond the love, I could always see the happiness within. Kept me thinking there might be some kind of hope for me and her. Even if we couldn't be together, at least be friends with her but my kind of hope isn't the same. I think too much and it ends up causing me pain.
Wanting you to realise it doesn't have to be this way. I still remember all the good times like it was yesterday. Now we're in a new time and it's like you don't even know me but things can change, only if you just talk to me. We always get left in a mad situation, this time I just want things to be different.
I know it's not hard to imagine, I'm unhappy and you're happier now. This time last year, you were in love with me, I was in love with you, but I guess it is over for real now. I can't turn back time to where I want to be, knowing who I was and who I wanted to be, was never happier with you but now I've never been more lonely.
I just wish you would know that I will always care about you. It's difficult to tell you're personally but maybe deep down you know.