four years; you have put me through hell. i reached my breaking point; but only i can tell. she has taken everything away from me; let me down, please let me be. for those who stood by my side; there are others who washed me away like tides. i have nothing else to live for, im so sorry. i just wanted to say goodbye because by the time you read this, i will be on the floor in the first floor school bathrooms, laying lifeless, but still breathing.. then; only then will you all believe what i say.. this is the end, i rue this day....