I wish I could not think of you, even for an hour.
But the pain has hardly faded. It continues to devour.
I wish I didn't care, because then I wouldn't ache.
You never thought of me. All you did was take.
I'll never understand how I can love you this way.
All you did was use me, never had the decency to stay.
I'm aware I never stopped you, but don't tell me you didn't see.
I was willing to do anything just so you would love me.
I was stupid, but you were cruel.
You forgot I am a person, you used me like a tool.
So many nights I cried and cried.
I know you didn't force me but you never should have lied.