the sun always hung lower in september but high stayed the moon the tug of war of steady and ready that was to precede the fall to come soon
the lower it hung the higher it rose telling me it'll fall soon like i'll fall, soon
sweet chandelier sun beautiful and rising and painting my sky in her light thank you for the fight you put up every night mixing yolky colors with the darkness ahead and i stare at you till the sorry in me is dead and it feels so good to have sleep in my eyes with you singing to me in fading lullabies telling me in september every tomorrow is our own reprise
but it hung low, i admit and stifling, too too low for my own good and i was holding a sticky sorrow in my hands knowing about the fall soon
and the days went on with the sun over my head with me trying to stop staring over it and ahead i was done with it i said i was done with it
i can't believe i used to think it lingered close because it loved me