I was asked to write about a girl I’d never had at all- It was an easy enough task. I haven’t written about anything else since I can remember.
I’ve imagined her as the source behind all of Whitman’s Eidolins And every young boy’s first faustian plea-
I’ve imagined her as the reason I sold my soul to a wooden box and torch songs- and forty thousand thimbles full of tequila.
I addressed her earlier today when I should’ve been relating my own moral codex- To Mitchell’s ‘The Other Bird.’
I had, instead, stumbled across the Blue Tail Fly and thought of how could I slip that into- A simple (humbly shouted) mantra about getting her to step outside with me.
What a beautiful day to try, To destroy the things that have left you ary- You’re just as marvelous as you are shy We’ll brush away that blue-tail fly, It’s alright-alright-alright.
How could I address her without the least bit of Americana?
Though, I highly doubt trading spit with me constitutes marvelous dissent. It might- but only in the context that she’d be as weary of those estival fumes- Those threadbare summers. The divulsion from stick wars to stick wars that end with- a coral flush and real bruises.
That business of cruelty as William Carlos Williams describes it.
It’d be easy to talk about her throughout every-day. I could tell you that she’d have the incantations to make nature act,
She would have never seen a tornado outside of a television, but she’d say they emit a wonderful cobalt blue when they’re intruding on peace and plain.
She might even chalk them up to table-legs prone to constant spiraling and amorphous shape-
And up there we’d be- exchanging comments on the land beneath She’d drink her coffee without any sugar But, I’d offer it every time While I focused on keeping my nerves from making the table shake-
Avoiding upsetting anything, that might get to make it to her lips.
I’d tell her I’ve seen those blocks Emitted those midnight-shrieks Pulled from those basement-band symposiums Tailored those half-alpha ***** tongues
If it made her comfortable with my lack of attention, My eyes and mind having been reserved for that night- When she runs in with a copy of The Love Song of J.Alfred Pufrock Yelling- ‘Hey, isn’t this the only poem you give a **** about?’