Not the pain that you feel like throwing up Not the pain that women gets on their monthly Not the pain when you get kicked in the ***** No the pain that you feel when its your birthday and no one cares but the pain when you head is spinning and you can't do **** and the quietness of the pain is driving you up the roads with no lines no loud music no ******* bugs that make you want to boom the yard the loud yelling of stupid kids outside but the pain of nothing the pain that you ******* head doesn't even know that your in the ground the nothingness that you feel you start to crazy and think that you can hear your heart beating and think you can hear yourself breath. You mind starts to realize that your body is cold and in a box six feet in the dirt But that's not the worse part when the pain you start to feel is just you head telling you that you are dead and its to late.