it's like a string gets cut a piece of hair breaks by the will of your fingers, or the will of your scissors, or just all on its own what has grown into a never ending strand of canned up regrets forgets its necessity and splits non-aggressively, progressively but passively half sinks, the other floats. not a friend notes the difference, but you know it's there - or rather not. you are one hair shorter, one tear bolder, it's getting colder but you wear a little less. take a look at all the mess you made, trying to take care of dying hair -
it's all dead anyway.
trust that it knows when to leave. trust that you'll known when to grieve and when the sieve has done its grimy work someday, it might still hurt. but you don't need to make sure it's tucked in every night bed story and light rub it's back, "it's all right" it's all right do not bite the hand that feeds you or feed the thoughts that bite. it's all right.