"No" is a word I haven't come by with, "Stop" is a word that has never spilled out of my mouth thus it got too far. I should have pulled away from your hands and pulled myself upwards and away but that just turned you on more. "Why?" is a word I shall never ask too afraid of hearing the answer even though I already know. You tell me to "Be careful" and "Scream for help if someone touches you'' yet you're here right now doing things I hope not to dream of. You know I would never tell my mother as she will never believe me, after all you are my "Father" so why would you do such things? Why would you kiss my neck? grab my ***? Why would You scurry off me when you hear my mothers high heels coming up the stairs? but most importantly why have I never said no? Why have I always got so paralysed when you came near? Why have I always felt an ocean of fear pushing the air out of my lungs when I saw you and never managed to control my body?  I never asked for this. Well guess what?

For the first time

I'm

gonna

say

"no"

I'm going to take control of my body.

I dont want your skin touching mine.. I'm not an object, I'm your *daughter.