i heard the sound of knocking on my door knocking on my door on my door startling my subconscious and sending shivers down my spine down my spine my spine I squatted and hid afraid of what was to come what was to come to come peeking through dingy and torn curtains longing to see only an empty step only an empty step empty step there to my surprise was an angel hand outstretched ready to take me home ready to take me home take me home I cried out as I looked back at the pool of blood my body laid in my body laid in laid in instantaneously the realization came and I reached out for the hand of god for the hand of god of god no more pain, discontent, guilt I was now free, but still held some regret still held some regret some regret sometimes we come to an understanding well beyond the point of too late point of too late too late –