i feel like i'm swimming in death "what am i doing" idk everything is poetry ----- - sorry I can't get anything done (mom) I'm OBSESSED with myself! -- i just... its all too much (!) eats a hot dog --- (i'm just burning is the thing) i've been burning all month ----- (shh, i'm talking to my disease) (shh, i'm in dialouge with my disease) **(i'm quiet because i'm communicating with my disease)