Am I letting my emotions overtake me? When I try to write I can't write and all I see in my mind is you (not that's a bad thing). I think about us but I also think about what you told me. It's like I listened to you but at the same time I think it's possible for us to be together.
I know the reality and the gravity of the words you told me but the emotional romantic part of me believes in us and believes that love will be for us. And when I try to tell you this, it's like my brain goes on "mute" for the words I should/shouldn't say to you. I think about the words you told me I understand why you told me them. But I still believe in us and in love for us. Somehow.