I was never big into religion rather I devoted my beliefs of a higher power to the reality of true love, of soul mates, of faith
coincidence never existed in my good book but ever since you've gone my god of choice is crumbling
crumbling under the fact that miracle and mistake are only four letters apart
crumbling under the weight of every broken promise I swear I still feel your pinky tied to my own I swear you still love me sorry
crumbling under the weight of time these winter months are brutally cold the wind is blunt with honesty and you are a coward who is afraid to love as deeply as we once did
crumbling under the weight of the last time you said that you loved me
crumbling because as your lips moved I knew I knew I would never hear those words again from you
our anniversary has come and gone and I suppose I'm crumbling under the weight of that, too
but mostly I am crumbling under the weight of pretending I won't wait for you.