Sick to my stomach Feeling like I can barley breathe Im gasping for air as I fall to my knees Im trapped inside my head All my insecurities surrounding me Making me second guess myself as if I was crazy If I could get rid of all my doubts I would If I could erase the insecurities I would If I could look into a mirror and tell myself Im as beautiful as you say I am Trust me I would I can't find a way out of this Im full of pain from past experiences With each heartbreak I fall further into my insecurities Forgive me for doubting myself Forgive me for fearing I need to get out of my head However my pain is just too consuming