Congratulations to the girl who’s finally taking time to go and see a guy. I hope he is sublime and that everything for you goes just fine because after all it’s not my concerns, you ain’t even mine. Anywho I’m back to the world with words unspoken, ideals and values hurled into conversation and bring it all up again. ******* forget locking myself in the den because my egos inflated my mind and soul’s separated I’m prepared for the future no longer dwelling over a stupid creature Reality ******* me because **** it, awesome is what I’ll be now people tell me I’m in over my head but **** it, I’m me and that’s all that’s needed to be said. Selling the sadness away and swapping it for my pride because the old me has died and now the worlds meeting with the new soul supplied. I still congratulate you none the less and wish that everything goes bless and now of to my holidays I go to escape the past and feel a new soul flow. Admit being stupid over imagination got me being dumb like I needed consolidation, well **** it I’m to cool to fall for this desperation and now like I said I’m of to my new destination.
I was ....a really arrogant ****** bag back then.....It was weird, I don't recognise who I use to be when I wrote this. It was mostly out of anger and pettiness.. But I have since apologised to the person, we made amends.