have you ever felt like you cant be happy any more to the point that you lock the words that come out of your mouth and never speak again my happiness has been thrown away have you ever felt like you cant be the person you wanna be? inside me im just torn torn to the bottom of my heart i never will to be happy in my life again i want to lock my words till i can find a way to speak out again till i get god to understand me till he can heal my pain once and for all all i wanted was a happy life a life where people can let you be what you wanna be a life where no one can mess up for you and a life that i can be happy again my happiness has been thrown away im torn to the bottom of my heart till god can heal my pain then i would be happy again till god takes his time to heal it i never will be happy again! My happiness has been thrown away .
This is how i feel everyday and once when you have read this then you might have felt my pain i've been feeling .the pain that i suffer through everyday of my life,the pain that i try to throw away ,waiting for gods answer and to help me take my steps in healing this pain! this is my life and i m 17 dealing with a lot of pain!