you got down on your knees and swore to me that you would always live for yourself,
you got told me that you knew how to be happy and that you were never going to forget how,
you said to me that the past is the past and that you have learned how to move on

so now

I'm looking into the reflection of ****** bathwater

and I'm asking you

not what happened

not why has this happened

but rather

how?